As I lie down to die
one final time.
Don’t wanna say goodbye,
you’ve already left.
All these years
filled with tears.
Even the thunder
couldn’t shake my fears.
After all that’s
said & done,
nothing much
left to hide.
Had I known that
the path is through you,
I’d kept my heart &
you would not have died.
The last drops of
blood have dried.
Surprised how much
I had bled.
You & I are
two sides of one coin:
eternal light touching
eternal night.
A tale told of
a life mis-led.
Still angel wings
flapping overhead.
Can’t pray any more
with my last breath.
Been waiting too long
for me to confess.
This life went
just as planned.
You are the enemy,
& I lost, you won.