They didn't care I never smiled, never talked about what I want or what makes me happy. It's over their heads, I know. They're not the adults, I'm not their kid. It's an entanglement so hard to leave. Because of all the love wasted, lying open, bugs, flies, shame-infested. All the buttons made & pressed deep. It takes a flood to wipe it clean. I need it clean. The same faces. Time is the flood, we just lay there and wait.