...get to choose what to suffer for in this life, one at a time. There's a bleeding heart to stab, the blood, the tell-tale sign. Maybe you try to escape the miserable fate but it's all the same. Being alive is a shinny prize that's hard to come by. Be careful & careless when you choose your pleasure & pain. It might dawn on you or it might be a mirage in the rain. Be quick now, before the muse finds what's missing on gods' plate. Get away before the dreamers who count & think, wake.