The wind is a coat that I wear. She holds my hand, makes me aware. Half moon, mid night, all quiet except what's there and not there like I. Search for the light that I lost with fear. I don't believe my life's worth anything. Regrets, outbursts, silence, jealousy, hold on to an evil when he promises things. It's not a path but a mad dash to shore. Will I make it? Did you make it? Tell me more. The things I shy away turn out to be what I need. What I was afraid of was the inner light that tells me that I'm loved & I can live.