I must have been a beast before,
long for the open & the hidden.
Silence in my head & heart.
Vast wilderness & without fear.
I must have been a killer before.
Rage, pillage as far as I can reach.
Then some more & more & more.
Fire and thunders rejoice & chase.
I must have been a man before.
Violent without constraints.
Do whatever I please with no charge.
Take whatever whoever without remorse.
I must have been a monk before.
Look down upon the trifle struggles.
Look up to find hunger in the soul.
Forfeit a candle for an incense.
I must have been young before.
Spend years hiding all the rest.
Fight for a path that's my own.
Only to wake up one day to realize
that I must have been alive before.